Crazy people knocking on my door...

 

I don't know why they are knocking on my door.

Maybe they need me to enter a sweepstakes,

or maybe they're Jehovah's witnesses.

 

I don't care who they are but I know they're crazy

because I don't even own a door.

They're knocking and knocking, God's my witness.

 

May be I should let them in

but where would they sit

I don't even own any furniture

I don't have anything for that matter anyway

 

But that does not keep them from knocking

they are knocking my head off

what should I do to get them to go away

 

May be I should ignore them

that should solve this knocking nonsense

Well, if I don't have a door and they are knocking.

So what are these crazy people knocking on?

 

They are still knocking

but what is that smell?

I am just an ant trying to live my life

peacefully in this lawn

 

Oh! my God, it's the Exterminator!

 

Twin flames: we all have one

 

Once upon a time, there was a girl named Rose who came from the Caribbeans to live in the states with her mother. Three years later after settling in the US, she decided to join the military because she thought she would get better opportunities after joining. Well, she had her fair share as she joined the military she soon became very tough and quiet although, she had that baby face, the one that makes you think that she is only fifteen and her place should not be in the military. Au contraire, she proved every one of those people what she is made of. She was a hard working, proud, intelligent, and courteous young lady. She got stationed overseas where she met Jerome, the first guy she felt something strangely about, something she could not pinpoint yet. Though, she felt necessary to keep away from him, because she felt that he was a little too nice to people that were being mean to him, she felt as if he did not respect himself enough to become such a doormat. May be he had some self-esteem issues she thought to herself but she soon found out that Jerome was not only nice to people that were mean to him but he was also mean in his own ways too. He was the first guy to advise her on what to watch out for. She had that bittersweet feeling about him. From reading this, you would think they would become best friends, sorry to bust your bubbles, no, in fact they hated each other, they were everyday at work at each other’s throats sort of speak.

But as the months went by, there were news that they were chosen among other soldiers to get deployed to the Middle East. Well, they had to be a little nicer to each other because they were going to carry weapons on a daily basis. No one wants to see anyone trying to kill their own. Once, they were out there in the middle east, their fury against each other started to die out, they started to talk, and found out that they were not so different from each other after all, they soon became friends, they told each other secrets, things that they would normally never tell a soul, not even their best friends, they felt at ease to let go of their pride and confide in each other. Everyone felt something was to come out of that relationship, but Rose and Jerome were not, or may be, they were forcing themselves to believe that they were not catching feelings for one another. Before you know it, it was time for them to go back to their duty station, they were friends, and they were secretly growing feelings for each other.

Meanwhile, Rose had a boyfriend at the time too. For some reasons, she always had boyfriends, but Jerome had a girlfriend since high school and since then, he just dated girls, never had one on a regular. Throughout the year after they returned from the Middle East, she went on vacation to the states and she brought Jerome some stuff back because she was honestly thinking about him the whole time she was in the states with her mother and family.

She could not comprehend how fast she was catching feelings for Jerome. She had boyfriends; she never really fell head over heels for them. Jerome knew how to make her feel special and that is what all women are after. A guy that makes them feels distinguished out of all the other women. They were emailing each other on a regular basis, but none of them consented to have feelings for one another. Until, Jerome was being deployed again, and Rose had to stay behind because she had medical complications, which was good for her because she took this time away from her current boyfriend and Jerome to analyze what was really going on in her life. She asked friends and other co-workers for help. Although, she knew what she had to do, she had to make sure that her feelings for Jerome was reciprocal, she emailed about her daily activities, and they soon started to confess their feelings for one another. In fact, they were falling for each other.

Undoubtedly, Rose ended her relationship with her then boyfriend so she could innocently start a fresh loving relationship with Jerome, the guy that made her forget herself, the guy she was going to share her life with, the guy she never thought she could even have a friendship with let alone a romantic relationship. Well, they were truly in love; no one could ever question that. There was a weird chemistry in between them. They were odd characters involved in an even relationship, if you want to call it that.

When he finally came back from the Middle East again, they were twenty three, at least Rose was and they were ready to take their correspondence relationship to the next level. They were madly in love. They were so passionate towards everything they did together to the point it became scary. They have a lot of energy, a lot of potential together but they let their personalities get the best of them at times. May be they rushed too soon into the relationship, may be they should have stayed friends for a little bit longer and see what exactly they were both embarking into. For either one of them, the places that their relationship was going to take them, was unavoidable. there was no way to tell, love could turn into something so dark and back again into something so pure and back into the seven circles of hell, and back to nothing… It did not start as a typical loving relationship because all they did was fight over childish stuff, like why you said this to this person and spent nights away from each other so they could cool off. Even in the middle of some nights, they would go and reconcile with each other so they could spend the rest of the night together. Some people call this, craziness, I call it, passion.

They were passionately in love with each other but there were something about their personalities…they were total opposites and opposites attract. Some days they could not stand the presence of the other and other days they could not keep away from their twin flames. Yes, I called them twin flames because that’s what they were to each other…they know what could tick or make the other smile but for some reason, it felt better to them to tick more than causing the other to smile. They never thought they could possibly fall out of love for each other, well watch out for what you wish for…because they never could. They tried as time went by; they felt like they had to move on with different partners, their friends pushed them into the arms of people they thought was the perfect match for them. they gradually started to lose feelings or may be they allow people to think that they were losing feelings for each other…they felt that they had to, they persuade themselves to forget each other but what they did not know is they were meant to grow old together, and they were to meet again in their thirties…

Thirty two to be more exact, they will meet at the beach while he is at the bar with a dozen of his friends, and her, reading a book while listening to the waves of the ocean, creating their own music so irresistible to the ears of Rose…she loves this kind of stuff, to think that they lived in the same city for nearly a year now, and never laid eyes on each other but today is the day to open their eyes and see what they’ve been missing out on for so long.

Rose is the type of girl, who is very reserved, very intelligent, very quiet and unassuming, very beautiful in her own quirky way…she can make quite an impression on any man, making them think that she can be a dominatrix by night and a geek chic by day because she has the body and the figure…she could have never looked better in her thirties, she looks as if she has been working out, then again she is a military girl, a smart one at that, so she stays fit mentally and physically. She looks very drawn into the book that she was reading and out of nowhere Jerome fell on her; first reaction is: "what is wrong with you? Someone is sitting here", but Jerome was really tipsy and was not really paying attention to where he was stepping, he had the sun in his eyes, and kind of tripped over onto her while she was so comfortably seated in one of those beach folding chairs…he was supposedly on his way to find his chair by the beach to stare into the ocean…I call this fate by the way… at first, they did not recognized each other, but there was something strangely intense while they exchanged looks, it took them at least thirty seconds to break eye contact. And Jerome called it: "Rose is that you?" She looked more closely and there he was standing… the love of her life, she could not believe it, Jerome was standing, right there in front of her in person…she did not know what to feel, thank God she was seated down because she was so close to passing out, she could not believe her eyes, and she finally recovered her senses, and replied: "oh my God, Jerome, it’s been awhile, how have you been?" And you know when those two met again it was going to last a lifetime, no friends, families, alter egoes or other people in their lives could come in between them. It was magical!

They were meant to be together forever at 32 not at 23…don’t ever give up on someone you feel you still have this passion, this burning feeling long after they are out of your life, chances are they will come back into your life again and when they do you will be better equipped to give in your whole and all to them. You can easily lose yourself to that person because you will know for a fact they are your twin flames.

Before they met on that sweet day by the beach, they learned an awful lot about themselves through the years, for instance, they learned that no one could love them as the other did, and they could not love anyone else like they loved one another. They had to meet again. their love for each other had never died, no matter how many people they had in their lives since, no matter how many years they spent apart, once they had found each other again it was like finding their missing link. They had an eternal connection. They were meant to be together forever!

 

twin flames: in contrast to the term soul mates, twin flames are a more passionate, burning feeling for someone you’ve known, you have yet to meet, or are now in a relationship with them because it is inevitably the last stage to this. Twin flames are very different from soul mates, you can either choose to love and stay with them no matter what because your heart summons them, or you can choose to live your life without them in it and feel miserable for the rest of your life.

Twin flames are your other carnal half, you do not know why you feel so drawn to this person even though; they rub you the wrong way at times. You can’t live with them and you cannot live without them sort of speak, because the energy between you two is so strong that you don’t know how to use it to your own benefits, once you do, you guys will create wonders together. Perfect age to meet your twin flames should be while in your thirties. Then you are mature, and you have pretty much explored all of your carnal desires. By then, you know exactly what you need in your life and what you have been missing.

Once you guys meet for the first time, you will feel nervous around each other because you feel like they know something you haven’t told them yet. You may either hate their guts in the beginning or love to be around them, regardless of how you feel about them in that first phase, there is something deep inside that draws you to them but you are unwilling to acknowledge right away.

There is a connection in between you two. No matter how hard you guys try to fight it, it will still be within you. We all have only one twin flame, one soul mate, or one life partner; the twin flame is the one that will resurface in your life at a later time because you guys will end up with each other one way or another. Only if you have never met then you have a chance to either end up with your soul mate or life partner, but once you’ve met and made the connection it’s eternal, you will always find your way back together.

First thing you will feel is that you cannot control how you feel about them, everything you try to hold back, you end up hurting yourself, you always feel the urge to reconcile, and you can’t keep from crying every time you get to the serious conversations. Bottom line, you will never feel this way toward any one else you might fall for down the line. They touched your soul and your heart; no one can ever do that but them.

 

Rose was reminiscing about her life with Jerome, how many kids that she always wanted with him and now she will finally be able to complete her life, with her beau Jerome.

The End...