Romjon13
2 posts
Dec 01, 2006
4:14 AM
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If you take a deeper look at my subject title, you will be asking yourselves all sort of questions...such as, what is that person talking about? It's obvious, we will all choose life over death, right? However, some of us do not usually see it this way, they call this other group of people: suicidal. Why? I am not sure...but is committing suicide the best we can do sometimes to escape our faith, our future, if it is a very bad one. I am talking for myself when I say that it's the worse thought possible that could run into someone's head, the most cowardish thought, the least Godly choice to make for your life. After all, who are you to decide to end your life just because you are uncertain of your fate, your future, your family, your lovers, your so called-friends? Well, to tell you the truth, we all come accross these thoughts of ending our lives at one point in our lives that when we thought the worst had happened already but to come to find out that it was only the beginning...Life is never easy, life is not fair, some friends will tell you...others will be more profound with you to sit there with you and share some words of wisdom, their own experiences with the Lord, and life in General that will make you feel that you still had it easy so cowboy up and get out there and live your life to the fullest with your God being part of it...Nonetheless, not all of us have these type of inspiring, faithful, loving friends and family who will be there for you through thick and thin, some of us have nothing, noone in this world that they can call and count on when they are in need, when they are helpless, when they are sick to the bone, frail, noone to watch over them, well, those are what corporate America calls the poor, the homeless or the Christians could call the lost Souls, the unsaved...who are we to put a label on anyone? My life was never meant to be my mom had told me when I was little, she told me that my late father didn't want to have any other kids at the time, he was broke and confused, he had suggested her to have an abortion but she had refused, even after she had me, he had asked her to leave me at the General Hospital but she still had refused, she believed in God, so she had Faith that it was God's willing if I was to live in this world as a poor kid or die tomorrow from TB or any deadly disease that poor kids could easily contract and die from. Well, I can assure you this, I outlived my dad and my very cherished and loving mom...I am living now not because my mom wanted to prove something to my dad but only because she had the Spirit of the Lord within her. I could die tomorrow or whenever but at least I know I am saved, I know that I will never want anyone to label me because I won't do it to you either...but if you are at that point in your life where nothing seems to go your way, well stop pushing it and fussing, maybe you just don't know your purpose in this world yet, you will be discovered at the right time, trust me, and you will never let those thoughts go through your head ever again. My true life story...my mom is my inspiration, even though horror is my thing she never judged me on that, your interests in life should be your life force to push you forward in every decision making. Don't let yourselves down, don't let anyone put you down...Love what you love and get inspired with your Higher Being in your life...Keep the Faith...don't let go...remember, we all have a purpose in this world, so stay strong and do what you do, get enlightened and stay enlightened...Comment to this if you object or support my opinions...Love you all anyway!
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"Horror Movies do not create serial killers, their parent did."
Last Edited by on Dec 01, 2006 4:26 AM
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